The Yellow City Dream
I’m walking in the mid-day streets of the Yellow City again. I feel the warm dust between my bare toes. The sun’s light is yellow and kind.
In my reality I’ve never been there. The Yellow City doesn’t lie along the Great Parallel.
In my dreams I am there so often that I almost always know how the city got its name.
I’ve only dreamed the Yellow City since I came to the prison.
How is it possible that I can know that in a dream? I wish I had learned more in Shaman School.
Lotor learned about yellow dye from a settler, how to make it from onion-skins. From then on every Lotor-born grew onions and made yellow dye and hundreds, maybe thousands of yellow flags. They decorate every house, every building and every arch in the Yellow City.
Still walking, still in the dream, I turn a corner into a barely busy street. I turn another corner. Still none of the people I usually meet.
These people are always friendly to me even though I am an 8th generation Earth-human, and they are of the unfinished Lotor-kind. Their eyes are mud-brown the same as the mud-brick houses. Their head-hair is sparse and fine and they don’t have eyebrows or eyelashes. They look like walking talking human newborns.
I look for the stallholders and the vegetable vendors. The pharmacist, bag in hand, is nearly always running to save a life. And there are nearly always the water-men. They carry a drum of Lotor’s water on a stretcher and sell the chewy stuff by the spoonful.
Today the clay-brown street is empty and the city is a lonely place.
In the dreams I was getting used to the people. It seems impossible that they are all gone. How long since the previous time that I dreamed the Yellow City?
Most of the walls are crumbling. The yards they enclose are dusty. They give the impression that the emptying happened quite a while ago.
Abruptly I am pulled upward. My feet lift from the street.
That’s what it feels like. As if someone didn’t like what I was thinking and pulled me out.
More like sliding. My clothes aren’t sagging down as if I’m in the air. I’m sliding along a thick layer of …?
Bright doors here and there make the empty-city idea a lie. At the opposite edge of the city a stone house sits in a large walled enclosure. A pair of human people, a man and a woman, tend a garden of lush vegetables. Nearby is another stone house, also in a walled yard. A family of human girls keeps a home there under a grape arbor.
They all must be gathered in, says the dream. I need their …
Ahead now there’s a derelict tower, half-painted with a rose tint. The tower, the house at its base and the surrounding yard are empty. The tower invites me in and I glide through a window opening.
I see that the inside of the tower is lined with ten-cubes, the little cobble stones that the first settlers used to keep themselves up off the planet’s surface.
I glide back out and in the direction of the now setting sun I see the backs of the departing population, the Lotor-born, walking somewhere, a column like a river winding among the sand-hills beyond the city. I feel myself among them. Then I hear words.
“Bring along the rest of the fugitives to the …”
Dark flames engulf the city and are coming to engulf me. Black smoke coils into the red sky. Falling ashes, and then embers, sting my arms and legs, too many to slap away. I scream.
My poor ears. Who is that screaming? My voice vibrates and sounds … sounds just like the trilled words in a totem song? They feel … like a signal?
The sounds join. Become words. Words gang up together and make sentences. A distant voice sings them as they fly by.
Gather up your people and go to the tower. The tower, the house and the walls enclosing the yard are all of settler-stone. From the tower you’ll see the path into the mountains.
I shiver. Lotor had me sliding along a thick layer of Lotor water. I fill in the planet’s missing words. <I need their energy> <Bring along the rest of the fugitives to the Field of Dreams>
I fight my way down through the jellified water, to ground level.
I wake, remembering. To be safe from Lotor’s hunger, the new settlers cut ten-cube stones from Lotor’s waste mountains, and laid the stones in front of their feet until a path was made to a good place for a village.
The pioneers ate and drank and slept on the paths until more stones were cut and floors and walls and roofs and gardens could be built. Eventually nine little towns were built, the roads between them, the tower and a few houses in the Yellow City.
Lotor wove me a dream and almost caught me. Just before the end … a who-or-what burned the dream-net and sang me the path back into the mountains.
I shiver so hard that I’m cold in a minute. I wrap myself head to toe first in my cloak and then also in the blanket, and then scrunch up on the mud-brick bed. The white cell is mud-brick as is the whole prison. There’s no getting away from Lotor in here.
Thayne the Sea Eagle still snores.
Goosebumps ripple up and down my back, not only from the cold. The minute I entered shaman school the warnings began. Lotor sends dreams. She will try to catch you anyway she can.
Every time I dream about the Yellow City, it becomes more real. At the school, the head shaman warned us again and again. “Lotor will get you accustomed to her ideas by repetition,” he said. “The dreams will present an alternate reality you will begin to believe.”
I breathe to quiet my fluttering heart … it was a close call, but in the end the snarky planet failed.
I turn over on the bunk to help my brain turn my thoughts to the who-or-what who has a hundred Earth-born for me to gather up.
According to Thayne, there are half that hundred Earth-born outside right now looking for shamanic leadership. I used to comfort myself with the thought that with only three years training, I’d always be the least of the shamans. When I was taken, the school still had fourteen more suitable to lead.
I roll onto my back. How gather them up, with me in here?
The shadow that is my former self sits like a crow on my back, eating me.
I visualize the reflection of the Ark Ship faraway in the night sky.
The crow tells me the risks. What if you ready every man, woman and child for the event and it isn’t our Ark Ship? What then?
We’ll … we’ll … I don’t know. There isn’t a back-up story. I breathe deep, many times. Begin to hyperventilate. Dizzy in the head. There is no back-up story. There can be no back-up plan.
Meaning, I think after a while, I don’t … I don’t need one? Lotor will take care of us if our Ark Ship can’t?
I will not think that far. I will not.