I’ve Been Tagged …

I’ve been tagged by Violet Ravette in her The Gothic aspiring Writer mode. When I read the questions, I felt bound to try and answer them, as they are quite to the point and “about blogging”, aspects of which I often talk about. However, I’m going to be skipping up and down these questions, several need more thought than I’m prepared to give them right now.

Q1 … How did you come up with your blog name? I could laugh, or I could cry from tooth-gnashing frustration about the URL up there in the address bar. Probably laughing is the better response. For me, my blog name was to be a temporary placeholder thingie while I learned the ropes of setting up a blog in privacy.

I fully expected to be able to change it to something much more appropriate but it was not to be. When I started blogging I did not know the differences between an URL, a domain, a website and website host, and a blog. To my mind, all of them were parts of the same thing and that idea has caused me untold stress.

WordPress terminology/jargon and its concepts are NOT and NEVER clear or translucent, not crystal clear, crystalline, glassy, or unclouded. Concepts are nearly always opaque and cloudy and nearly always need six or ten readings with a glossary at hand before understanding glimmers in the distance. Then I need to try and nail it down before it escapes. Like, rewrite it in my own words.

And I say this from the point of view of a person who learned HTLM (I started with its fourth iteration, back in 2003) and could get a blank screened monitor with a C/- prompt in the top left hand corner to do as it was told.

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As I was with WordPress for a short time when it first began–so that it already knew me or still knew me when I returned after a long stint with Blogger and then G+. My name and number were still in the system. And by hook or by crook WordPress did not make it possible for me to change my new prospective blog name.

They offered me a whole new URL, meaning a second blog, to be paid for as well. Don’t ask me to explain, it became an immovable barrier, I decided to leave it in the road and walk around it. Mind you, I don’t mind the name so much, it is after all the handle I mostly go by. It’s the number. — 385131918. I mean, what can you do with that? Don’t try, I’ve already looked at it in 55 different ways.

That left me the tag-line to do glorious things with. 3 realities. The everyday consensual. The Eleven Islands. The future. I don’t now recommend specifying a place in a tag-line. The blog will change in flavor and suddenly the tag-line is dated. But … Lodestar is primarily set in the Eleven Islands and therefore the tag-line is still current. Still, expect to say a change up there one day soon.

Q5 … Is there anything more you wish you had, or would like to learn as a blogger? I must confess I laughed when I read this question. Who invented this tag? This looks so much like market research. There are always more ways I would like to learn to make my blog more interesting. But I figure that since I am mainly talking to other bloggers, anything new I learn other people might be interested in learning too. Or they might be interested to read that the way they did it, was better.

And then there is the concept of learning by doing. So I’m in the process of learning the intricacies of making and embedding video clips which efforts can be seen in the Cat Diary, as well as the ongoing process of turning an image-rich document into a pdf, as will one day soon be seen in the Bosley’s Builders series.

Every so often I go through the WordPress Blocks Catalogue, and see if anything tickles my fancy. I’ve been thinking I should learn how to do a quote block soon. Should be pretty easy, but in my experience as soon as you say that, something hard will trip me up. In my family, I’m famous for making easy things hard, and seeing problems that no one else has even noticed.

Q6 … Do you have a specific style of blogging? Mmm, a specific style? Well, I usually try to have at least one image, and that is usually centered. Off-set images are easy to do, I know, but lol don’t suit my style somehow. I’ve noticed I’ve started to use a few colloquialisms and Australian and American slang. That’s a style thing. and I try to write in a conversation manner.

Back in the days of a ‘young’ internet, slang and colloquial expressions were frowned upon, due to the fact that many internet users didn’t/don’t speak English as their first language and would misunderstand. Back in the day there were websites where you could learn all the best ways to get your message across. Useage.net doesn’t appear to exist anymore. It was good, very plain spoken, but very useful. Learnt a lot there.

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Interestingly, the three questions I have answered today are about form while the three to come are about content. I often compare ‘form’ to a fishing net and ‘content’ to the fish I’m trying to catch. So whenever I write ‘About Blogging’ I’m knotting the net–or repairing it–to go out fishing with it.

Pretty good image. My prompt was “Woman throwing out a fishing net”. Asking the resident AI to generate this image was a decision by me designed to escape copyright problems on the one hand, and paying iStock on the other.

Apparently, this pic is one of 18 chances I have at generating an AI image. 18 chances for the year? For ever? Thank the Universe that the color scheme still has the AI signature and it can’t be mistaken for an actual someone. Hopefully.

Lego …

Bag 1 is done.

After balcony gardening for an hour this afternoon, playing with Moggy in between ten or twenty moves, thought I’d start on my Lego new project.

It’s my first set aimed at adult fans and promises to show me some new building techniques among other good things.

Now to try and fit it into Bosley & Co’s world. I bet there’ll be some disbelief, and even resistance. Because this thing looks bigger than any place they have up to this point.

Still, who could resist a …?

My view

This morning’s fog to the east …

An hour or so later …

Similar angle as above …

I hope that I get to keep this bit of my view … yesterday we (residents) got an email with the map of the soon-to-be-begun demolitions in prep for the fourth building to be started.

I wondered where they (construction company) would get the fill to extend the flood bulwark. Last night had the thought that possibly the digging out of the basement carpark will give them enough. Time will tell.

The poor cat, she’ll have conniptions. She’s still very skittish.

Cat Diary 6

I’ve been here a month now and thought I knew the old woman’s habits pretty well. At 9 p/m she says “Bedtime!” And shuts me up in the shed. I’ve struggled but so far she has won. That could change today.

See me lying strategically in front of her on the couch? Right where she can see me at all times, to remind her that she hasn’t filled my kibbles bowl. What she usually does after cleaning my litter tray?

Before she sat down she set three bowls each with three kibbles in them as far apart in the unit as she could find, it seems like. Huh?

Oh wait! Last night when she caught me up trying to escape the bedtime routine, she said, “You’re getting to be quite the heavyweight. Is it possible for a cat to put on a kilo in 30 days? Guess you don’t get much exercise!”

I bet the new kibble bowls are a strategy to get me to walk more. I ate the ones in the kitchen. She did not leap up to give me more. I’ll just go and sit beside her on the couch. Maybe I’ll get some action then.

Knitting, a Tiger

So far so good

Have just added in the left front leg. This knit has got to be one of the most challenging knits I’ve attempted so far … and I began knitting when I was nine.

Juffrouw Krauweel taught me and about twenty other 9 year olds when we were in Grade Three.

Juf stood in front of the class with her big knitting needles calling out the steps for each stitch … insteken, omslaan, doorhalen, af … (I can’t remember the last word in Dutch, maybe later)

I was an independent hussy where knitting was concerned and knitted without patterns most of my life.

This time however I’m following the directions stitch by stitch.

Lodestar 57, Scrim

The Dead Nubie
Scrim saw that Mapmaker had the little flag up at his house for Scrim to come over for a yarn. Good, because Scrim had a sheet of paper for Mapmaker and a couple of tallows. Already a routine, when Scrim got there, he and Mapmaker first did their trading business.

“And I would like anything colored you can find,” Mapmaker said. “Stones, bones, plastic, glass, anything. I grind it all up, and mix it with pigeon-eggyolk to make paint. Greaves left you these rabbits.”

Scrim hung the smoked rabbits by the door for on his way out then joined Mapmaker at his indoor stove fire for dinner.

“People come to me to with their things for me to paint them. I talk with them, ask them where they got this or that interesting thing. Lately, it’s always something they traded with Andover.
I ask them, Who is Andover? They tell me That kid, you know, that skinny freckle with dry-grass-colored dreads? And then they say He says, You want to trade? And-over same time, they say.”

Scrim chuckled to hear his trading described so. “I like trading. I look all over for things what people want. Glass for Grievous. What people call him behind his back.”

“Who? Why Grievous?” Mapmaker said. “I’m interested. Everything helps me.”

“He wears one arm hidden in his coat. Like he pretends that arm is gone,” Scrim said looking careful at Mapmaker. Did Mapmaker already know that? “I saw him picking up a thing from the street and forgetting to bend the arm in his coat with the rest of him. His street name is Greaves.”

Mapmaker looked disbelieving. “Greaves is a friend. You’ve heard me mention him. He gave me the rabbits for you to trade.”

“Why so kind to me? Something he wants, I bet. You’ve known him for a long time with only one arm? I feel bad that he’s pretending to you.”

Mapmaker frowned.

Scrim changed the subject. He trusted Mapmaker to ask around about the why of Grievous. “I find paper for you. Pots with holes and good dirt for Wobby and them growing gardens. All these streets are my patch for finding stuff.” He spread his arms big to show Mapmaker everywhere he went. “There’s a lot of stuff hidden in broke places where only young ones—skinny like me—can get into.”

“When you call me Mapmaker it’s like me calling you Andover. It’s a street name,” Mapmaker said. “For friends like you, I am Wal.”

“I never heard anyone call you by your friend name.”

“Friend names have to be secret. We’re always looking for ways to break the hold the medi-techs have on the numbers.”

Now Mapmaker—Wal—frowned fierce. Like he had searched his mind for knowledge he might’ve let slide into a corner. Like he found it and studied at it properly, and didn’t like what he saw.
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Grievous lived in a hide in a garbage hill with a stinking fire in the entrance making hazy smoke all day. His trade was smoked short-eared rabbits though Scrim only saw friendly fat rats playing in the mountain when he spied on Grievous from the row-houses across the street.

Next time he met Wal, Scrim told Wal his suspicioning. “Grievous is making like he got an arm took by the medi-techs like you got your under-legs took? Why?”

I’m a number,” Wal said. “My legs are on a customer who wore out his own. Greaves is no number. All week I asked every other who ran at the same time Greaves said he ran. No one saw him.”

“Running the maze, every number too busy being scared to remember anyone,” Scrim said.

“They said that. But even while being brought by the raiders no one met Greaves. Still, smoked rabbits from Grievous for glass from Scrim is a good trade. Because now we know and can find out what he’s up to by keeping our eyes on him.”
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All Scrim’s salvaging times were in the daytime before the hooter went for the new transies to jump out of their barrack to haunt the streets. That exact time too the anubots ticked back to their gate.   

The nubies were shiver-some. After the hooter one day, a transy quicked out alone, ahead of his mates. The nubie was a slow egg unfolding like he stiff after sitting all day watching opposite Tom’s stall. So they met, nubie and transy.

The transy wanted to melt into the roadway when he knew his shadow. The nubie slitzed his knife hands and the transy was pieces in a puddle of blood, too quick for Scrim’s eyes to shut. Only good thing was no more transies in that street for a few nights.

“What’s anubots?” he asked Wal next time they met.

“The way they look. Robots like ancient old anubis-gods. Some medi-tech’s idea of a joke. Or maybe management already had that pattern and made it do for a new project. I’d like to know their use.”

“Why they’re made, you mean?”

“Yes, I bet it’s more than just killing transomatics.”

“Why do they?”

“I don’t know. Nubies look peacefully at my cat and my flyers. But I watch out I don’t cross their shadows because we don’t get to know each other. Keeping them contained could be another reason for the city to be closed.” 

The right-side gate off the walled square at the end of the maze led to the labs where the medi-techs did their deeds, Wal said. Transies went in and out of a gate at the top of the square. Left-side was the gate the nubies came out of every morning once the transies were home.

Where Scrim hid, he could only see nubies striding through their gate. Today five of them returned. Yesterday only four. Day before seven. Wal promised by talking with all his comers to find out how many nubies all told.

Because nubies being the mystery he was studying, Scrim also swung left but along the outside of the wall. He followed a good road, straight and with abandoned row-houses both sides. Yards at their backs. He searched for a high-up to camp the night and from where he’d see how it looked on the other side of the wall. But none of the ruins here were tall enough and he left hiding almost too late.

Transomatic voices cursed and complained around a side street corner. Like they seen him earlier and curved round to catch him. Scrim dived into the nearest wall-side house thanking luck for its shadowed doorway.

The transies arguing along didn’t see him.

He breathed again. Hesitated stepping back out. If he continued out on the road to return home to his high-up, he’d be scared all the time to meet a gang of transies. He might as well stay the night. In houses he often found scraps of paper Wal was always happy to see.

Before settling, he tasted the darkness, mouth open, breathing gently through his nose, ready for any stray smell. Only the moldy old of the house. Cat pee and rat piss. The dank earth below the floor. And last, a foul sweet rot of some ammal—man, woman or beast—recently dead.

All night there was no noise except for roof iron creaking to the cold and rats playing. When he woke there was a beam of sun laid over everything in its path—torn walls, stuff, dirt floor—to the few planks where he lay. In its journey to him the sun temptingly twinkled over a glass in the dirt under where the floor once was.

Though he should see the death stink first. But probly just a cat or rat, falled over of hunger. Anyway on the dirt the death smell was much less. Only the old dank smell there and the glass looked a biggie.

Curved shards of green and brown were both common. This one green. He was hopeful for a bottle because the curve went round deeper and deeper. He pushed through the dirt with a stick.

A different kind of prize appeared. Once a bottle but now a glass with its top ground smooth. He poked the stick down into it to clear dirt from inside. In the rubble he would’ve used old grass to cushion it in his pack. What here? Look around outside? He stood the glass steady in a corner to save it from an accidental.

In the yard the death smell was strong. There lay a nubie. Big steels, rounded muscled panels, toes for tickin on the road, a fist of knives flung scattered, almost at Scrim’s frightened feet.

He stood like a stone but the anubot did not move. With his stick Scrim did the unthinkable, touching stick tip to knife tip. The nubie finger fell back un-alive with a skitzing of steel over steel.

From beyond the wall came skitzy whistles and scratching like a knife edge working on true stone. A anubot-sized dark eclipsed the light showing through a gaping crack in the wall.

Then Scrim was too scared to stay and too scared to run. What if a hand of knives grasped the top of the wall and a nubie vaulted over? But only sunshards came burning holes in his eyesight from skittering on steel whenever the nubie at the wall-crack moved.

A story came to him of the events. The wall so tall, but saggy because it too heavy to straddle the slumped ground under it. In the kinnie home-cave the same thing happened. Min liked every one of her kinnies to remember because of the baby what got killed when the wall closing out the weather slumped. That wall once-upon-a-time built by kinnies themselves.

Here the wall was seriously broke, with a large piece lower than its mates. One side of this house’s yard was a stepped crack to the top, like a little set of stair, the other side a gape big enough for a nubie to see through. 

This dead one climbed the broke wall to escape? Why would he, kinnie? When they can go in and out at the regular gate? So this one made a bad mistake. Climbed the wall and killed himself dead?

Smelling of death-rot now meant it was alive before. That’s a puzzle. The smell thickest and most foul here by the head … which was of closed steel, with no mouth or lips on its muzzle. With his stick Scrim pushed the nubie muzzle skywards.

Ichor trickled from a mass of maggots under a lid thing that fell off the neck. The lid thick and silver with tech-tronics all over. The eye-window was stained with boiled brains. Scrim heaved emptily. Breakfast would’ve been wasted.

Inside the body were struts of steel and wire and technics but the poor head was flesh. And should be buried, he thought in Min’s voice. He looked around for ideas. The ground near the wall was loose and rubbley, easy to dig. He used a leg steel as scoop and got a good hole.

Because of not wanting to touch it, he shoved the head along the ground between the stick and the leg steel, and slid it into the hole so the ears stood proud out of the ground. To show that the nubie was once alive, Scrim fetched the glass to put in a feather out of his hair. Because the nubies liked the flyers.